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Journal Entry: Thu Nov 26, 2009, 12:54 PM


..And there she sat, until the petals on the trees turned to snow, the blue sky turned a deep velvet, and he turned and gave her his hand.
-Me


Hi everyone e-e Turns out I'm not dead, after all. Though, I might as well be.

I'm sick, and sooooooo tired of it D8<

Turns out I have these two illnesses- One kills white blood cells, the other kills red ones. Isn't that lovley? I know.

The other day I had to get a blood test, and the nurse held the needle in the crook of my arm for like 1 or 2 minutes! D: (Did I mention I'm scared of needles?) And the whole time she was like "This it the smallest needle! It's for babies! You're not a baby..are you?" :pissedoff:
Of course Cody's being all smart and saying "Sometimes being exposed to a phobia for a long time makes the person not afraid of them." and "She was probably trying to tap into your stubbornness and make you claim you're not a baby."
He didn't actually say that (he sounded 10000x more intelligent, not hard.) but (I think) that's basically what he said.

So I'm wasting away in bed, listening to the sound of my life flying by and my marks plummeting.

Not like the teachers care.

Or my friends, really -.-.
They're jelous, cause I miss school, and I'm jelous, cause they're in school. (Yeah, really.)

It was so freaky, yesterday, my fingers started going numb, then by the time I was going to bed (about 5h later) all the way up to my elbows was numb! Vair annoying.

Ayways.
My back is killing me, and my leg is throbbing.
Good night, again.

On another note..

I got new pjamas two days ago! :D
One pair for my mom's house and one for my dad's.

xD One of them has cupcakes on them, so I handed them to my brother and said "Ian! I got you some new pjamas!!"

He was not amused.
  • Mood: Steaming
  • Listening to: My compy hissing at me >_>
  • Reading: Ivy
  • Eating: Pills u_u
  • Drinking: My weight in tea

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Me? I guess you could call me an artist, a poet, a musician..
I draw because I love the feel of a pencil sketching, a paint brush creating, and the feel of a brand new drawing when you’ve been working on it for hours and you can finally see the finished project.
I write because it’s better than crying, better than seething, better than keeping all these feelings inside me bottled up, better than keeping the truth to my tortured mind, my tired heart. And I love the feel of putting your heart on a piece of paper, letting it all go, sharing it with those who care…
And I play music because I love the feel of piano keys under my caressing fingers. I love to hear the music you only hear on cds and music coming from an inanimate object, and knowing that I created it, that no one else can put the same feelings I can into a song, because they’re my feelings, giving the song my personal touch, and I love that.
I guess I’m an artist, poet, musician ‘cause I just like people to know whats inside me, instead of judging me by whats on the outside, you know?

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Blonde hair, just brushing her slim shoulders as it shines in the light. The front of which just barley covers one eye. Curling under in some places, and over in others. Spirals form at each end, just above one ear. Streaks of darker brown expand when wet. Shining with light.

Blue, riverlike eyes, pupils just barley there, the light is so bright. Blue flecked with a rim of green in the centre of the iris. Eyelashes and dark lines encircle them. Eyes glowing with unnatural light, she looks back at me with such intensity, I feel the need to look away, but I can't. Sparkling with hope.

A round nose, with just one little spot right on the tip. It seems to fit perfectly in the face, and yet it sits in stark contrast to her angular lips. Slightly parted, with small, well hidden scars that speak for themselves.

These lips filter information, depending on who the eyes see. Sometimes concealing, others, revealing. Sometimes spouting, others, they are simply sewed shut. Sometimes twisted into a grin of pure hatred, others, revealing no feeling, and sometimes they collapse and let out a thousand sobs of unexplainable grief. Sometimes pulled into a wide, laughing smile, others, pulled down to match the eyebrows, in a gesture of strong dislike.

I look in the mirror and think

"Who is this person?"

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: The land pf rain.
  • Interests: Art, Music, Writing, Shopping o.O
  • Favourite movie: The Devil Wears Prada
  • Favourite band or musician: Linkin Park?
  • Favourite genre of music: Whatever's on the radio.
  • Favourite poet or writer: Corina90 / Sarah Dessen
  • Favourite style of art: Traditional
  • Operating System: Microsoft XP or Vista
  • MP3 player of choice: Ipod :I
  • Skin of choice: Quoi?
  • Favourite game: DO-MO. x3
  • Favourite gaming platform: Nintendo DS.
  • Favourite cartoon character: L<3
  • Personal Quote: "A computer once beat me at chess, but it was no match for me at kickboxing."
  • Tools of the Trade: Pencil, Watercolours, Paint&Brush. Paper.
  • MSN: katiem_meep@hotmail.com {Ask before adding XD}

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